inexplicable warmth and cosiness in my life :)

Its strange, children do the most unexpected things to your life,even to cynics like me. Arjun has made my life inexplicably cosy. I imagine him coming back from school on grey wintry days, or cold rainy ones in wet shoes, just waiting to get home and warm, with a cup of hot chocolate may be, or at night warm and snuggly in a blanket reading him a story...

Awesome! can read again.

Awesome! can read again. read Aatu jeevitham by Benyamin. a good one. quite contemporary for Malayalam literature. None of the philosophical rantings that typically becomes part of a malayalam novel 

life's a sad place

Life is a sad place, when you think of all that you have to begin with, parents, people who love you with all they have, more than themselves, like nobody else...... possibilities of a lifetime........senses, sharp and new, to experience the world with..... love..... all those wonderful things yet to happen. And then slowly, one by one you lose them all, all that's left would be a shrivelled used up body. I guess you gain something , may be knowledge, understanding of the universe.....all this can't be for nothing!

I leave on Wednesday, I hate leaving here. Its like I belong here with the trees and the plants....the dogs and the cats....most of all amma and appa....