Am not sure what's up..my son is almost 4..but am still caught in the rut, the rut that started with the delivery. I know he will go away to school someday soon and I will be alone or at least sonless for a while, that he is small and cute still and won't be forever, that I should enjoy it while it lasts.
But at times I see the success that fb advertises and am filled with unhappiness. Many seemingly less talented people seem to be doing well. But then talent has not much to do with success! Is it possible that all the possibilities will just pass by and I will sit around. Or is it just time.. God knows...i should get safi to build what is necessary I think and hope things get better
